When will the Storm be over?

The devil is very busy in my family. From the start of the 4th of July up until now there has been issues and problems in my family on both sides of my family. I just don't get it!!! Throughout all this drama, I have wondered if this is a sign for me. A sign meaning that I need to reach out or that this is happening to prepare me for something worse that is getting ready to happen. I try and try to help my family, especially my moms side of the family out and they still don't get it. When will they learn to stop doing what they are constantly doing? Right about now I feel like secluding myself and just staying away from the family, but I cant!!! Its not in me to just leave them and not help them out. But sometimes you got to let them learn the hard way!! I just hope the storm is going to come to an end quickly!!!!!!!!

INDEPENDENT Day!!!!!

Well this 4th of July was a different celebration than previous years. The weather was bad and it was not a good. It rained and rained and rained and it just looked gloomy outside. No sun at all!!!! It was so depressing when the sun was not out yesterday. All plans for a great family bar be que was ruined due to rain!!!!! But my family still w. They went and bar be qued in the rain and believe it or not it was good. The food was good and I didnt stay around for the fireworks. I went to my god fathers house with my god brother and watched them light up fireworks and have a good time. My INDEPENDENCE day was nice but if the sun was shinning it would have been better. But there is always next year!!!!!!

Family Reunion

So my entire family on my mother side is coming to town for a family reunion. I am not excited at all!!! For 1.) ITs suppose to rain, but who can predict the weather right??? 2.) My family has not been together since my grandmother died in 2003!! When all my family gets together, there is always something bad that happens! I just hope and pray that everything goes well and that no drama or fights break out! I mean I love my family and all but they just dont know how to act civilize and someone is always extra drunk and acts a fool!!!! Wish us luck!!! lol lol

Free Time

I am so happy that I have so much free time now that school is over. I have been thinking about the possibility of getting a part time job. Gas is outrageous and I need some extra cash quick!!! Part of me doesnt want to work another job because I dont want to tooooo busy, but I think I may need to work somewhere!!!! The question is where?!?! I dont want to go too far away from home because I already have a far drive on me as it is! I guess time will tell when I start looking for something, nothing major just a little job somewhere that can work around my real job schedule!!!! But if not that is ok too, I just gotta watch my spending habits and start saving my money for the unexpected!!! Other than that, I LOVE my free time right now and just going to work and doing whatever I want is LOVELY right now and I dont want to give that up!!!!!! But we will see what happens............

Tonsillitis

So I graduated with my Master's Degree on May 10, 2008. While a graduation, I was experiencing the worst headache ever....or at least I thought it was a headache. My headache latest 8 hrs. I had repeatedly taken medication to stop the headache and nothing was working. So after graduation, I had a party, NOTHING was going to stop me from partying that night. I was EXTREMELY happy about my success. The night, I lost my voice and the next day, my voice ended up worst.....I felt like crap that day. I ended up at the Urgent Care treatment center and was diagnosed with Tonsillitis....this is the worst feeling ever........I hope I never get this AGAIN!!!!! It hurts when I talk, eat and swallow anything. This is the worst ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MSSW- CONGRATS

Its official......I am officially done with grad school......I have finished with my MASTER OF SCIENCE IN SOCIAL WORK. I am officially done and I can not wait til I graduate May 10, 2008 so I can party that night........I AM SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY to be done. Now I can go to work and do the things I want to do and not have to worry about doing school work or at least for now. I am planning on going to Law School but I have numerous decisions to make in regards to law school so lets hope whatever decision I make that it is the right one and I dont regret it!!!

COMPARE ME??? WHAT FOR?!?!?!

Why is some of my family trying to compare me to my cousin? This is not a contest.....going to COLLEGE is not a competition! So why do it? Dont try to compare me with her because there is no comparison!! I love my family dearly but there has always been some type of jealousy between me and some of my family members. See what you dont know is that this has been happening since I was little. I was raised by my grandmother because my mother died when I was little and from that I have always been treated differently. I dont get it, I didnt ask for my mother to die when I was young, I also didnt ask for my grandmother to take me in and raise me either! That was my father's doing, but he was always there as well. Now that I have a cousin graduating from college with some type of degree, I dont know what it is, its like my family is trying to say that since my ENTIRE family came to support me that have to support to her too. That is true to some extent......see what you dont know is that my grandmother died when I was in college and I only finished college because of my grandmother. So therefore thats why my family choose to come and support me because my mother is not here. My cousin on the other hand has a mother....I DONT!!!!!!!! Thats the difference between us! So why is certain people trying to throw that up in our faces, thats not cool and I WOULD NEVER do that to anyone!!!!! I dont get it!!! So now I cant go to my cousin's graduation and I graduate with my Masters in a month. I think that since I cant go, they wont come to mine. But to be totally honest, I dont care because I did this for me and not for them AND my mother and grandmother will be there in spirit and smiling down on me and TO ME thats all that matters!!!!!!!!