Possible Internship

Ok so I have been working on something that I really want to do. I was sent an email about an Internship at the WHITE HOUSE....YES THE WHITE HOUSE in Washington D.C. However, the internship is not paid. If I get accepted, I will have to find somewhere to live, and money while in Washington, D.C. Also I have bills at home that will be need to be paid also. I worked so hard to get this accomplished and have received 3 nicely written letters of recommendation. If I get accepted I will be there from the end of May 2008 until the middle of August 2008. They only choose 100 applicants. So keep your fingers that I get accepted and God has something worked out for me financially to accomplish this because it is a VERY VERY good experience for me to do especially since I want to go to Law School soon as I graduate with my masters degree (which is in May 2008). I will definitely keep you posted.........

TOO EXHAUSTED!!!!

Lately, I have been really really tired!!! Some days I come home and I am extremely tired to the point were I dont want to take off my shoes. I would rather sleep in my clothes that I wore that day. lol, I know eee!!!! But I dont do that, I get ready for bed and begin the day all over again. With going to work full time and grad school full time, I can barerly find time for myself!!! I just dont understand when is it going to end..................... And another thing, it is hard trying to write in this blog as well, but this entry is going to be a short one because I am sleepy....very sleepy!!!!!!! Until next time........

Good Day!!!!!

Well I had good day for once in a long time!!! My nephew was born at 12:03pm on Sunday February 10, 2008. He weighed in at 6lbs and 9 ozs with a name of Xzavier. I have not seen him personally yet, but I seen a picture of him and he looks like his mommy, which is my step sister!!!!! I cant wait to see my lil nephew!!!!!!!!!!!!! Congrats to my step-sister and her boyfriend on their new baby!!!!!

On another note, I went out on a date last night. It was WONDERFUL!!!!!!!! I was so anxious and nervous because I have not been on a date in a long time. We went to a play called, "Whatever She Wants." He came and picked me up, he was dressed appropriately for the occassion and so was I. We had a nice time at the play. He then took me out to eat at my favorite restaurant, which he picked to eat at. After that he brought me home!! It was wonderful and I had a nice time. This date was long overdue for me because me and my guy friend have not been out together in LONG TIME!!!!!!! But we had fun and hopefully there will be more dates to come or at least I hope there will be!!!!!!!

BIRTHDAY BLUES?!?!?!?!?!

So my birthday was yesterday and out of all days, I was MOVING into my new apartment, which SUCKED!!!!!! I didnt plan for that to happen, I had planned on moving the friday before my birthday Feb 1, 2008 but plans didnt go my way!!!! So I had received numerous text messages and phone calls on my birthday and I was moving!!!! I didnt really plan on doing anything for my birthday because I had a slight feeling that this was going to happen! I went out to eat with some friends and family on my birthday and had a very nice time. It was just what I needed and later that night I went out with my cousins and had a nice time also!!! I am TRUELY exhausted and cant wait for my apartment to get in order so I can feel perfectly at home!!! Wish me luck!!!

2007 no MORE!!!!!!!!- Or at least, I hope!!!

Ok, so about 2 weeks, I told you all that something from my past was brought back up. I had to attend to this situation and lets just say that I faced it head on........something bad almost happen, BUT I was able to get out of the situation in one piece! Hopefully I wont be haunted again because I don't want to relieve those painful memories of 2007 and I want to look forward to the future of 2008 and the years to come and what GOD has in store for me! So I want to say Thanks to my BFF who helped me before I had to encounter this situation and also when it was over! That's what BFFs are for!! I have the best BFF in the world!!!!! No matter what I do or say, my BFF accepts me Flaws and all!! We began being friends in 2000 at college and been friends ever since. Don't get me wrong, we had our share of falling out in college but we overcame that and I learned a lot about myself that she had to tell me! And I am grateful to her for being able to tell me when it made me mad and kind of hurt, but I got over it!!! And I can honestly say that she is a TRUE FRIEND!! Don't get me wrong, I do have TRUE FRIENDS that have been my friends since we were little, but not ONCE has she judged me like some of my so called, "TRUE FRIENDS." My so-called TRUE FRIENDS are not my friends anymore, they are more of my associates. So to all my TRUE FRIENDS out there and you know who you are, THANK YOU and I LOVE YA!!!!! And to my BFF, we will always be BFFs to the day we die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Follow-Up on School Blues

Ok so I attended my first week of classes last week. We did the general things, go over books, papers and when assignments were due. I TRUELY believe that this semester is going to be a better semester than the last. I do not have that many demanding things to do this semester. BUT this doesn't mean that I can slack up!! I am going to do best and end the school year right and give it all I got because the finish line is very near I SEE IT!!!!!!! Wish me luck and wish me well!! I may not be on here like I usually am, but I will keep you all posted on everything, especially when I am finished with all this. And oh yea on top of all this, there is a guy running around my neighborhood, molesting females and trying to sexually assault them. And I am moving at the end of the month. So I may not be on here for a while, but I will be back!!! WISH ME LUCK!!

WHY??????????

Remember when I said I wanted to leave 2007 in the PAST. I also said that it probably wouldn't be possible because somethings would resurface back up for me, both good and bad...........well something resurfaced and I feel like I am being HAUNTED in a BAD WAY!!!!!!! WHY???????????? I don't understand why this is happening to me!!!! I got a phone call today while I was at work and BAM!!! I am being haunted again by something that I had planned on leaving in the past, 2007 past!!!! I really don't know what is going to happen now that the situation has caught back up with me!! I don't want to relieve the moment or even think about it.....but I have no choice. I have to face this situation and everything that is going to come with this and pray that NOTHING bad happens!!1

On another note, I am somewhat sadden today. I was sadden before I stepped into my work building. I received some terrible news of a murder....I saw the murder on the television screen this morning and thought to myself, "WHEN ARE WE GOING TO GET IT TOGETHER?" The person who got murdered, I knew him. I knew his family and I am close to the person's cousin. I just don't understand why innocent people have to die that way. I couldn't imagine what the family is going through along with the persons parents. I don't know what I would do, if someone in my family was murdered the way the person was!!!! Its a sad situation for everyone..... This world we live in is a vicious world full of love and hate. It almost makes you scared to leave the house. That is why this year and the years to come, if I see them that long I am going to live life to the fullest!! I am going to TRY to not hold grudges or get into an argument with someone. Because you never know when your last day on this earth is going to be!!! I hope and pray that justice is served and the family finds peace within there hearts to forgive and God handle this situation.

I will keep you all posted on my HAUNTING!!!!!!!!