Thursday, October 16, 2008

Life is confusing!?!?!?!?

So I have always wanted to be an attorney when I was a little girl. That was my dream and I love watching shows were they have attorneys in them. It excites me very much! However, I must say that now that I have graduated from Grad school, I need to go back to school to obtain my degree in Law School. BUT, the problem is that I am not certain if I am absolutely ready for this or not. I mean dont get me wrong, when I put my mind to something, I get it done one way or another! But this is different, this is something that I want so bad that I can just taste it!!!!! My only fear is failing at what I really want so bad!!!! I have never wanted something so bad and now that I am so close to achieving this, I dont want to mess up! So the question now is if I will stay in my city and attend law school or if I will go out of state and attend Law School. Apart of me wants to get away from this city an try something new and another part is saying for me to stay here and go to school. Choices, choices!!!! I dont know what to do!!!!!!! I just pray that I make the right decision and that the decision is what I want!!