2007 no MORE!!!!!!!!- Or at least, I hope!!!

Ok, so about 2 weeks, I told you all that something from my past was brought back up. I had to attend to this situation and lets just say that I faced it head on........something bad almost happen, BUT I was able to get out of the situation in one piece! Hopefully I wont be haunted again because I don't want to relieve those painful memories of 2007 and I want to look forward to the future of 2008 and the years to come and what GOD has in store for me! So I want to say Thanks to my BFF who helped me before I had to encounter this situation and also when it was over! That's what BFFs are for!! I have the best BFF in the world!!!!! No matter what I do or say, my BFF accepts me Flaws and all!! We began being friends in 2000 at college and been friends ever since. Don't get me wrong, we had our share of falling out in college but we overcame that and I learned a lot about myself that she had to tell me! And I am grateful to her for being able to tell me when it made me mad and kind of hurt, but I got over it!!! And I can honestly say that she is a TRUE FRIEND!! Don't get me wrong, I do have TRUE FRIENDS that have been my friends since we were little, but not ONCE has she judged me like some of my so called, "TRUE FRIENDS." My so-called TRUE FRIENDS are not my friends anymore, they are more of my associates. So to all my TRUE FRIENDS out there and you know who you are, THANK YOU and I LOVE YA!!!!! And to my BFF, we will always be BFFs to the day we die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Follow-Up on School Blues

Ok so I attended my first week of classes last week. We did the general things, go over books, papers and when assignments were due. I TRUELY believe that this semester is going to be a better semester than the last. I do not have that many demanding things to do this semester. BUT this doesn't mean that I can slack up!! I am going to do best and end the school year right and give it all I got because the finish line is very near I SEE IT!!!!!!! Wish me luck and wish me well!! I may not be on here like I usually am, but I will keep you all posted on everything, especially when I am finished with all this. And oh yea on top of all this, there is a guy running around my neighborhood, molesting females and trying to sexually assault them. And I am moving at the end of the month. So I may not be on here for a while, but I will be back!!! WISH ME LUCK!!

WHY??????????

Remember when I said I wanted to leave 2007 in the PAST. I also said that it probably wouldn't be possible because somethings would resurface back up for me, both good and bad...........well something resurfaced and I feel like I am being HAUNTED in a BAD WAY!!!!!!! WHY???????????? I don't understand why this is happening to me!!!! I got a phone call today while I was at work and BAM!!! I am being haunted again by something that I had planned on leaving in the past, 2007 past!!!! I really don't know what is going to happen now that the situation has caught back up with me!! I don't want to relieve the moment or even think about it.....but I have no choice. I have to face this situation and everything that is going to come with this and pray that NOTHING bad happens!!1

On another note, I am somewhat sadden today. I was sadden before I stepped into my work building. I received some terrible news of a murder....I saw the murder on the television screen this morning and thought to myself, "WHEN ARE WE GOING TO GET IT TOGETHER?" The person who got murdered, I knew him. I knew his family and I am close to the person's cousin. I just don't understand why innocent people have to die that way. I couldn't imagine what the family is going through along with the persons parents. I don't know what I would do, if someone in my family was murdered the way the person was!!!! Its a sad situation for everyone..... This world we live in is a vicious world full of love and hate. It almost makes you scared to leave the house. That is why this year and the years to come, if I see them that long I am going to live life to the fullest!! I am going to TRY to not hold grudges or get into an argument with someone. Because you never know when your last day on this earth is going to be!!! I hope and pray that justice is served and the family finds peace within there hearts to forgive and God handle this situation.

I will keep you all posted on my HAUNTING!!!!!!!!

School Blues!

I have the school blues!!!! I am starting my last semester of grad school this week! I do not want to go back to school! BUT I am so close to finishing that I can see the finish line!! I have went to school straight through, no breaks in school at all. From high school to undergrad and from undergrad to graduate school with no breaks, NO NOTHING!!! I really feel like my brain is going to explode!! I hear people say all the time: "You can do it", "You don't have any kids", and "Your Young" but my thing is I have went straight with no breaks at all!! But I have a feeling if I did take a break, I would not go back!!! I really didn't have to go to Grad school, but I can not make any decent money with a bachelor degree in Social Work!! That is just not going to happen!!! So I choose to continue my education and my masters degree, but really I am burnt out on school!!!! So as I begin my last semester of grad school because it is SO DEMANDING, I am going to do my best and just keep telling myself....THE FINISH LINE IS NEAR!!!!!!!