Free Time

I am so happy that I have so much free time now that school is over. I have been thinking about the possibility of getting a part time job. Gas is outrageous and I need some extra cash quick!!! Part of me doesnt want to work another job because I dont want to tooooo busy, but I think I may need to work somewhere!!!! The question is where?!?! I dont want to go too far away from home because I already have a far drive on me as it is! I guess time will tell when I start looking for something, nothing major just a little job somewhere that can work around my real job schedule!!!! But if not that is ok too, I just gotta watch my spending habits and start saving my money for the unexpected!!! Other than that, I LOVE my free time right now and just going to work and doing whatever I want is LOVELY right now and I dont want to give that up!!!!!! But we will see what happens............

Tonsillitis

So I graduated with my Master's Degree on May 10, 2008. While a graduation, I was experiencing the worst headache ever....or at least I thought it was a headache. My headache latest 8 hrs. I had repeatedly taken medication to stop the headache and nothing was working. So after graduation, I had a party, NOTHING was going to stop me from partying that night. I was EXTREMELY happy about my success. The night, I lost my voice and the next day, my voice ended up worst.....I felt like crap that day. I ended up at the Urgent Care treatment center and was diagnosed with Tonsillitis....this is the worst feeling ever........I hope I never get this AGAIN!!!!! It hurts when I talk, eat and swallow anything. This is the worst ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MSSW- CONGRATS

Its official......I am officially done with grad school......I have finished with my MASTER OF SCIENCE IN SOCIAL WORK. I am officially done and I can not wait til I graduate May 10, 2008 so I can party that night........I AM SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY to be done. Now I can go to work and do the things I want to do and not have to worry about doing school work or at least for now. I am planning on going to Law School but I have numerous decisions to make in regards to law school so lets hope whatever decision I make that it is the right one and I dont regret it!!!

COMPARE ME??? WHAT FOR?!?!?!

Why is some of my family trying to compare me to my cousin? This is not a contest.....going to COLLEGE is not a competition! So why do it? Dont try to compare me with her because there is no comparison!! I love my family dearly but there has always been some type of jealousy between me and some of my family members. See what you dont know is that this has been happening since I was little. I was raised by my grandmother because my mother died when I was little and from that I have always been treated differently. I dont get it, I didnt ask for my mother to die when I was young, I also didnt ask for my grandmother to take me in and raise me either! That was my father's doing, but he was always there as well. Now that I have a cousin graduating from college with some type of degree, I dont know what it is, its like my family is trying to say that since my ENTIRE family came to support me that have to support to her too. That is true to some extent......see what you dont know is that my grandmother died when I was in college and I only finished college because of my grandmother. So therefore thats why my family choose to come and support me because my mother is not here. My cousin on the other hand has a mother....I DONT!!!!!!!! Thats the difference between us! So why is certain people trying to throw that up in our faces, thats not cool and I WOULD NEVER do that to anyone!!!!! I dont get it!!! So now I cant go to my cousin's graduation and I graduate with my Masters in a month. I think that since I cant go, they wont come to mine. But to be totally honest, I dont care because I did this for me and not for them AND my mother and grandmother will be there in spirit and smiling down on me and TO ME thats all that matters!!!!!!!!

The Apprentice

OK so I ABSOLUTELY love this show...I mean its to the point were I don't talk on my phone when the show is....however I am upset about the finale!!! I cant believe that TRUMP would pick Pierce over Trace!!!!!!!!!! No one like Pierce at all, HE MADE ME SICK and I wasn't even there with them!!!!! I just cant believe that he would pick him as The Apprentice. If you have watched this show then you might understand what I am talking about...I am a HUGE fan of this show and just because TRUMP picked the WRONG Apprentice, I will still be a faithful watcher!!!! I think that when I get the guts to go on this show then I will and WIN!!!!!!!! But until next year.....I hope that Pierce is happy he won! I guess Congratulations were in order for him.......NOT

1 Month left!!!!!!

Ok real quick, I am very sleepy...I have exactly 1 month left until I am finished with school!!!!!! I will officially have my Masters of Science in Social Work Degree!!!! I cant wait until I am finished!!!! Please keep praying for me and for those of my friends who encourage me keep doing that also!!!!! Happy St. Patricks Day!!!!!!

Be Patient and Wait!!!!

Ok so I have heard this saying for a long time, "Just be patient and wait." I use to think to myself, "yea, whatever, me wait, PLEASE." Anyone who knows me, knows that I don't wait on anybody, I will get what I want, myself!! But there is something that I just cant get on my own and I do need to wait and be patient. But it is so hard and I get so frustrated when I see others out there who have what I want!! Maybe it is not meant to be, I think. Or maybe I had it and didn't know and now I cant get it because it is gone!!! Others have also told me that it will come to me, but there has been plenty of its that have came but just wasn't the right it, or at least I thought. And now I am thinking that maybe I am holding onto something that isn't there and I am wishing for it to be there. Should I let go? Or should I hold on? I have prayed, and prayed to God about this and nothing has happened!!! But I also have to remember to wait on the Lord and be patience because he doesn't come when I want him to but he is always on time!!! So my "it" in this situation is a MAN!!!! LOL LOL But I know that if I am patience and wait on the Lord than he will send me Mr. Right. And I believe that I am ready now to be patience and wait.....I will let you know how this turns out!!