Wednesday, January 9, 2008

WHY??????????

Remember when I said I wanted to leave 2007 in the PAST. I also said that it probably wouldn't be possible because somethings would resurface back up for me, both good and bad...........well something resurfaced and I feel like I am being HAUNTED in a BAD WAY!!!!!!! WHY???????????? I don't understand why this is happening to me!!!! I got a phone call today while I was at work and BAM!!! I am being haunted again by something that I had planned on leaving in the past, 2007 past!!!! I really don't know what is going to happen now that the situation has caught back up with me!! I don't want to relieve the moment or even think about it.....but I have no choice. I have to face this situation and everything that is going to come with this and pray that NOTHING bad happens!!1

On another note, I am somewhat sadden today. I was sadden before I stepped into my work building. I received some terrible news of a murder....I saw the murder on the television screen this morning and thought to myself, "WHEN ARE WE GOING TO GET IT TOGETHER?" The person who got murdered, I knew him. I knew his family and I am close to the person's cousin. I just don't understand why innocent people have to die that way. I couldn't imagine what the family is going through along with the persons parents. I don't know what I would do, if someone in my family was murdered the way the person was!!!! Its a sad situation for everyone..... This world we live in is a vicious world full of love and hate. It almost makes you scared to leave the house. That is why this year and the years to come, if I see them that long I am going to live life to the fullest!! I am going to TRY to not hold grudges or get into an argument with someone. Because you never know when your last day on this earth is going to be!!! I hope and pray that justice is served and the family finds peace within there hearts to forgive and God handle this situation.

I will keep you all posted on my HAUNTING!!!!!!!!

1 comment:

PRINCESS SHEALA said...

Yeah Boodles i feel ya...but u know the devil is always busy...he never wants to see u happy and he is always tempting u to stray down the wrong path...but i know u are a strong black woman and God is in control of your life...so i know u will be ok...and everything will work out for the better...plus u got me and tiff and felicia to smack u back into reality...lol

i too was sadden with some bad news of a close friend getting murdered..it broke my heart..sometimes we take life for granted and don't realize how important and how short our time can be on this earth...death knows no age...i got this email last week and it was called "the dash." It was referring to the dash in between the year of ur birth and the year of ur death...life isn't about how long u were blessed to walk the earth it's what you've accomplished and the marks you've made in people's lives and your own that really counts....